This is the last time.
Just tryin’ to survive.
One day at a time.
One second at a time.
They don’t know
What it takes …
They don’t know
How my heart breaks.
I’m honest,
But I lie.
If I stop, I’ll die.
If I stop, I’ll die.
However, I try.
I try.
Stupid pill has a hold on me.
Stupid pill needs to set me free.
This is the last time.
Just tryin’ to survive.
If I stop, I’ll die.
However, I try.
Gotta be up
Can’t be in bed
On my shoulders
Their lives depend
Can’t be sick
Gotta be fine
Need that pill
Just to thrive
Not even high,
Just gotta get by.
ON MY SHOULDERS
THEIR LIVES DEPEND!
No time to be sick.
No time for self will.
Gotta be up.
Just one more pill.
Oh hun… xxx I’m here and when I’m not, I’m still kinda here. A xx
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